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2010-12-31T19:20:00.002+08:00

let this be the last post for 2010...

in this whole year, been through alot.. in the process of work i gain alot of first experience.
my first Japan trip to Tokyo Disneyland. going around the world. i grateful that i been given the chance to go out of office to work. covered india, thailand, malaysia, japan and shanghai. this coming 2011 is really critical year for me, it will actually determine whether if there is chances of me travelling ard again or i will be giving up this benefit that the company offers.

not forgetting my first maranton and my 21st in taiwan. thanks to all that makes it 201o a very beautiful 1! 2011 is the year i could start executing my plans and hopefully there will not be any regrets..

and its been a year ever since you left us. can you see that i am doing very well? do you know that i really miss you very much?

2010-06-05T16:00:00.022+08:00

Pls ignore the previous entry.
Thailand trip cancelled for this project, change to malaysia.

Date:19May - 25May
Venue: Total Logistics Services (TLS, SA1B)
Hotel: Park Royal, KL

Hotel Room 1: 719 (Super King Size Bed)

Hotel room 2: 2121

Times Square; opposite hotel
Latest Update for business trip:

Date: 7 June 2010 (1 Day trip)
Venue: Bangkok, Thailand (Toyota Motor Asia Pacific, TMAP)

2010-05-16T14:04:00.002+08:00

i will try not to let this space rot.

latest updates:

BUSINESS TRIP

Destination: Thailand, Chonburi
Date: 19 to 25 May

alright, i know is it not right for me to go thailand at this moment. but wad to do? project schedule is planned to be like this. so still have to go. but no worries, the people there will take care of us and also a japanese whose wife is a thai and speak excellent thai will be accompany us throughout.

So i will be very safe. will update the photos of the business trip when im back.

2010-02-12T22:32:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i posted.

family reunion dinner today cos sister only got time to come over today.
my first reunion dinner without daddy. my first reunion dinner without daddy's cooking.

i kinda of hate this year chinese new year, cos i really miss him so much. how i wish daddy will be in kitchen helping out with the cooking. even though, he might be arguing with mummy over small matter in the kitchen.

work had been quite pissed. cos is irritating when people keep asking for fucking advice. wad the hell is it for to hire support engineer when they just simply copy and paste the template on the email and ask for advice. and damn sian when people say that code is done and when u try out at ur side. its not even working and it somehow become ur task to finish it. so much i wan for business trip cos i can go up up into the sky, somewhere that is near to daddy??

whatever is it, I MISS U, I REALLY MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!

2009-11-08T12:41:00.016+08:00

Update on India business trip

Venue: Bangalore, India

(Toyota Tsusho India Pte Ltd, TTIPL)

Date: 04/11-06/11

Chancery Pavilion ( 5 star hotel , 200 SGD per night)

The most luxury place in the room.

All ready to report to office. ( Day 1)

Day 2

India taxi.

if u look carefully, there should be a elephant god on the bus.

happen to visit our branch office in india.

in india is TT Network Integration India (TTNII)

in spore is TT Network Integration Asia Pte Ltd (TTNIA)

The indian is like looking at me with the WTH face.

things wasnt as bad as what i expect it to be. the smell wasnt as strong as little india.

scenery in some places is really beautiful.

and unfortunately, i didnt taste any indian food.

lunch was japanese lunch box, dinner was korean and western food.

is really surprising that india will have such restaurant with good ambience and food.

sorry friends out there, as we were totally unfamiliar with the place. i didnt manage to walk ard much. and pls forgive the lousy pictures taken. the "blueness" in the photos is due to the window of the car. buffalo passed me too fast and my reaction is too slow. hopefully kanemitsu san can send me the buffalo that he took and i will post it up.

overall, IT IS A AMAZING TRIP. GREAT EXPERIENCE! ( 95% chance of going india again, maybe next yr)

2009-10-25T14:44:00.004+08:00

updates to those who cares, my dad had discharged on thurs. and he is doing fine now. thanks for all the care and concerns! :)

i shall be away for business trip from 4th Nov to 6th Nov (flight will arrive in singapore at 7 Nov 06:10) Destination: Bangalore, India.

anyone who are interested in wanting some curry powder from india. please contact me! :D

2009-10-05T18:49:00.001+08:00

my 3 days holiday ends today! damn sad.
and it doubled up my sadness when i access my company email and saw a pile of emails.

Hongkong pictures will be up latest by this weekend.

2009-09-21T08:41:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS A REPLACEMENT HOLIDAY!

2009-09-13T10:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday paintball was so fun.
though there was some bruises here and there.
but its really very fun and exciting.

a disappointing prawn fishing session.
I caught nth at all!! not even a single prawn!!
according to the 2 bad guys, is because of the prawn noddle i had for breakfast. WTH?!!

the 1st event that we organised is considered success. next up D&D for company.

2009-09-12T10:23:00.004+08:00

meetup with siti, xinting and weiting.

firstly, thanks for the super chio present.
i can't decide should i replace my "underwear" wallet with this not.

and after the damn sad dinner at pizza hut :(
we went KENKO for fish spa!!!

damn itchy la. abit painful too.

and we forget to take video of how siti and weiting react when they put their foot into the tank. LOL. damn funny. the whole shop is full of their laughter and screams. haha.

anyway i really have alot of fun yest. thanks ladies!!!!

PAINTBALL LATER (Company event)!!! CONQUERORS WILL SURE WINNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! though our team only got 4 pax. but due to my small surface area i hope i wun get shot most of the time. LOL. damn excitied. i shall take alot of photos later. :)

2009-09-05T13:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

my "Birthday Cake".
fyi, it is a pineapple tart that my colleague bought for me from Taiwan.

super cute. cheese tarts.
both of the above is presented by my sister. :D

and here, i would like to thank the few lovely that i have in my company for making yest lunch arrangement so successful. and thanks boss for coming down all the way to have lunch tgt. and not forgetting the delicious cake for me and en ling.

and the 4 ladies for the dinner and udders ice cream. all the joke and laughter.

THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!

2009-09-01T21:30:00.011+08:00

My first business trip of TTNI,
KL, Total Logistics Service (TLS) warehouse
CitiTel Hotel, Mid Valley

view from my hotel room

Spot my passport?

Warehouse.

Cars Parts.

2009-08-22T10:46:00.002+08:00

yours truly will be away for business trip to KL from 29 aug to 31 aug.
a gd experience for me to be outstation.
only thing is now is the 7th mth. and i will staying in my hotel rm alone at night.
not going alone, i will be going with a male colleague
frankly speaking after hearing stories from my colleagues, im really scared.
so people pls pray hard for me that i will be back safe and sound. :)

2009-08-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

today is my first annual leave.
i seriously need to collect my diploma cert.
and just nice, passport renewal is ready for collection.
and after that, meeting angie and vivian for angie super belated birthday celebration. :D
i guess its sort of well planned for today's leave.

and oh ya, i had got approval for my jap lesson.
starting my first lesson on the 27 aug. attending it alone. :(
but is a thursday class. have to rush down from office cos lesson starts at 6.50pm.
3 hr lesson.
kinda of worried that it will affect my work and my sleep.

2009-08-01T12:50:00.002+08:00

words that are surrounding my ears recently..

"eh. you put on weight le lei?!!!"
"eh. you put on weight le lei?!!!"
"how long have u not had exercising?!. time to start le. work in office must exercise 1 ok?"
"eh. you put on weight le lei?!!!"

so depressing!!
i asked one of my colleague, how obvious is it? she told me yes abit lor, MORE BAK!!!!!!!
(!@%$#%^&%*^*^*^)

CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!

2009-07-25T09:08:00.001+08:00

" DON'T LET PROGRAMMING TAKE OVER YOUR LIFE!!! "

2009-07-18T13:23:00.002+08:00

decided to slack at home for the whole day.
cant wait for tmr harry potter! :D

and VSAX pls set a date for meetup pls???

2009-07-11T08:48:00.013+08:00

Hannah in a box. IT FITS.

u could purchase hannah at the nearest build-a-bear store.

hannah little brother??

2009-07-04T12:18:00.002+08:00

i thinking should i stop this blog. cos im lazy to blog. and theres nothing interesting to blog abt. work. sleep. work. sleep. THAT'S ALL MAN! so boring and no life. anyway work is crazy of this whole week. fyi, i work till 10pm+ on thurs. wtf right?

ok. i got nothing to say. bye! LOL

2009-06-27T09:01:00.002+08:00

i shall be away for whole day today to run errands for mummy.
collect medicine for dad, TTSH, i shall cool my temperature down before i walk in.

is only now that i will know how great is it to be a friday and a weekend and monday just sucks like nobody's business. i just hate to see TOYOTA COROLLA on the road cos it will always reminds me of my uncompleted project that is due this wed?? WTH.

2009-06-27T08:53:00.002+08:00

another weekend post.

not to mention the big news that is all over the world.
the king of pop, icon of a generation.
indeed a very shocking news.
just that i didnt bought my mp3 to work and
so listen to the news on the way to work.
it shock me. upset me.
RIP, the most successful entertainer of all times.

2009-06-20T08:09:00.011+08:00

just a little updates.

last weekend.

picnic at botanic garden to celebrate jodie 21 birthday.

our feaking CHIO kite! :D lol.

mon to fri. working. rushing project that is due this coming wed. OT till 8+. damn sian. went for long lunch break yest at bugis junction, nydc, (group leader was away for business trip) :) wanted swensen 1 for 1 lunch deal but queue was damn long.

today. going to get present at bugis. yes is BUGIS again. den going to shirley's house for her 21 birthday celebration. and its at serangoon. so who cares wad time i get home. its only walking distance.

2009-06-13T08:18:00.002+08:00

just gotten my confirmation letter on thursday. completed my 3 months probation period. like finally? so im now currently under 1 yr contract, in other words for this 1 yr i cant leave the company or else i will have to compensate the company. receive my company jacket yest too, den my cardigan gonna rot in my wardrobe.

was damn tired, meetup with some old lost friends yest at gardens. Mr charles ng and Mr Wai keng hei. i really miss u guys so much!!! thanks charles for bringing us all the laughter yest. recalling what we did in the school at those times. KH is so kind to accompany me walk home from garden yest. chat alot. and i think his words and advice will have a impact on my thinking about my job. someday when i get really tensed up by programming i will rem what he had told me. MORE MEETUPS PLEASE?

tired but excited about picnic later. going grocery shopping with shirley and angie. how fun would that be man!

yest was zhi xian last day in TTNI. i really wonder how will my monday be like without his nonsense to keep me awake at work. anyway all the best to you.

2009-06-06T08:48:00.003+08:00

meetup with siti yest to collect my cert from her. chatted alot, cos i guess she is the only person that will listen and understands all my complaints abt programming and on the other hand, i will fully understand and appreciate the effort she put in for her work. i just rem that actually we start working on the same day and so we will be finishing our probation period on the same day as well, and receive confirmation letter tgt. life sometime is just so wonderful to have someone that speak exactly the same language as you.

and so we come out with an agreement yest, we are going to meetup on the 2nd friday of every month. at first i wonder whether is it possible to maintain this kind of gathering. and i promise i will try my best to keep my available on that day. so, any interested parties who wish to join us for dinner on that day just make urself available. thanks! ( people like fie, xt and wt???)

oh and i guess i might have to spare my 1 day leave to go back to sch and collect my diploma cert. seems dumb i dun mind. i miss the food there!!

random but impt: when will be our mahjong session ah?!!

2009-05-31T13:18:00.011+08:00

Class Chalet (17/5/09)

he just ruin the pict by covering his face.

Happy 1st birthday, Hannah.
Today is the offical day, yest was the celebration.

the birthday girl who dun look happy at all.

Hannah and her gang of friends.

2009-05-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

me and my fucked up life.

2009-05-23T08:55:00.002+08:00

i just need xt to send me the chalet picture. i just wan to stop posting abt work.

2009-05-17T09:28:00.003+08:00

firstly congrats to miss vivi for passing her BTT. accompany her to CDC to take her test and at the same time walked ard to visit all my "fathers". how much i really miss that place. a weird feeling when i went up the stair and went in to a room that i used to be everyday for that 3 mths. although something had already changed during the day i left till now, but still CDC shall be one of best memories i ever have.

another half of the day is spent with VAX. going ard for good food! I LIKE!!! i so looking forward to our mahjong session. and anyway gd luck to miss xixi for her upcoming interview.

slack for another while den i'll head to whitesand to meet wt and xt for class chalet. so sad that i wun be able to stay overnight with them. squeezing in those small beds with them is always gonna be so fun.

2009-05-11T17:53:00.003+08:00

i had just realised a very sad thing in life on friday.
when you are new in a company, whatever mistake u had made regardless is it ur fault anot. u just have to look very guilty and apologise. and you are totally not allow to argue wad u think is right. they will think that u fucking rude and not respectful to them.

i had made a very small mistake on friday, the above is wad i had realised after the conversation with my colleague. but can u guys tell me how big is the difference between

"Please print with company letter"
"Please print with company letter HEAD"

there is only 1 word missing from her email. but the difference is big enough for me to misunderstood the instruction.

2009-05-01T10:25:00.002+08:00

im so going to enjoy my long weekend. now i know wads the meaning of labour day! the few days back was really busy. RELAX AND REST BA!

sun will be attending Rebecca's wedding. can any one tell me wads the market rate for wedding ang bao? HAA. totally got no idea how much will i have to give, moreover im just a poor poly graduate as compared to those degree holders in company who is earning alot more. :(

and i seriously need to meetup with my accompanies out there, if not working life will eventually make me insane! VSAX pls? ah seng and her udders ice cream! Chalet with poly mates (sorry xt, i seriously not submitting my application to take leave. LOL)

2009-04-25T10:23:00.002+08:00

blogging shall became a every weekend thingy. weekdays is just too busy with work. yesterday company welcome party is excellent. at little bali. cant imagine that singapore had such beautiful dinning place. but the only bad thing about company event is that there will always be servings of alcohol or beer. maybe cos they are adults and they love to drink?? as for me, since is on company expenses den i dun mind drinking abit la. company event is very enjoying. i guess is because director is a Japaneses, more sporting and not as conserve as compare to spore bosses?

2009-04-19T10:11:00.005+08:00

Theres just something to share. :D

--edited

just came back from huishan's blog. and she shared sth that is so amazing!!!!!!! WATCH THIS!!
SUSAN BOYLE

2009-04-18T09:08:00.002+08:00

i couldnt say that i really enjoy my work. maybe cos of the change in seating arrangement i guess. team leader is beside me now. but still i didnt pretend to be hardworking, msn chat is still on but not so often though. performance for this week is shitty. client calling up and saying that system has lots of bugs and CLAIM that we did not do testing before updating version. yes true, for some function i admit that i didnt check clearly but whatever is it im just bua song by the language he used in the email.

been appointed as part of recreation committee. in other words it means organising event for the whole company. sound fun though and i hope it is. company overseas trip??!!! dinner and dance at the beach??!! :D quite excited. but the sad thing is that i will not be able to join in the games and enjoy lucky draws and prizes. oh no! ( for 2 damn years).

oh ya, i had decided not to go for the graduation ceremony. as i would have to take NO PAID LEAVE and i think poly graduation is not really valid reason for me to excuse from work. so people i guess you will not have to look for me on that day for photo taking. :D

2009-04-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

oh fine. i finally got to update. of cos not that my desktop is fixed. but i actually bought home company's laptop.

thurs the 9th will be my 1 month "anniversary" in toyota tsusho. lots of things that i have to improve on. lots of things that i still have to learn. team leader had put me to a project that is due next month. i have to rush and complete it by end of this mth and do system testing. so i guess more OT will be up.

anyway, meetup with xt is so great. and ya, i spent like theres no tomorrow. the orchard TANGS angmoh make me wanna faint. i think he is most charming guy i ever seen in singapore. :DDDD
dinner was great with another accompany. hopefully the chalet plan will be on. lastly, i love my new wallet

xx and vivian for steamboat on sun. not bad. i think we will be gg back for steamboat next time. cos its cheap and quite nice.

more meetup coming up, with siti and gang and shirley and her temp license. JOGGING COMING UP FOR SERIOUS!

2009-03-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

no more slacking in office, work waiting for me everyday. but its not really that much la. still can cope. its all about programming and troubleshooting of application.

this job really will give me a better idea whether shld i stay in programming line anot? sometimes i really get bored read codes but i will still have the sense of satisfaction when i complete the assignment given to me. okay. this is contradicting. wadever man. i will used this 1 year to determine the course that i will be taking in my UNI(which i dunno when i will have the money to start my uni) im saving up to go overseas first ba. study put aside first. :D

i had make up my mind, after my probation period of 3 mths. and after company issue me the confirmation letter. i will apply to study jap. no need worry about the course fee, as long as i can get gd grades. company will be paying!!!! 不读白不读!

2009-03-16T20:04:00.003+08:00

my GREATEST accomplishment from the 1st - 6th day of work

re-do the database table definition for 50 TABLES due to the wrong instruction given by them.
FIXING MY MSN SIGN IN from the first day of work till today. and i finally got it solved!!

okay, that my greatest accomplishments, other than this, i had been slacking like nobody's business. and i almost turn MOULDY today.

alamak, why that angie goh still havent send to me the mind cafe photos!

2009-03-11T19:47:00.002+08:00

i gonna do some updates, today is my 3rd day of work. took half day NO-PAY leave yest to take my Microsoft cert. and yes i passed!

work is alright. quite bored la. cos all they ask me to do is documentations and reading of programming codes. they are simply paying me to sit there and rot. hmm. maybe i shld not be too happy first, the worse had yet to come. lunch consider EX ba. but can save money on drinks cos pantry got loads. :) today's team leader birthday and they bought him a cake. so sweet! and they are really a bunch of jokers and I LIKE! :D another thing is they ALLOW me to install live messenger for company communication but I CANT LOGIN? shitty! pls help me??

2009-03-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

yes people i found myself a job le. and i will be starting work on monday! pray for me and wish me gd luck!! :D

had a long day outside yest. wake up at 8 which is freaking early. and i dunno y i cant sleep really well these few days. been thinking about alot of things. settle prometric matters and meet VA for udders. SI BEI SHIOK AH! (agree with me miss V? :D) went to meet X and go mind cafe. i personally likes taboo most! sorry ladies, i messed up the game due to my blur-ness. but friend for so long le. i believe u all can forgive my blur-ness ah? hee. A left early cos of her job thingy. walk ard at PS den chill at nb tuahuay. talk about our big outing plan and the question that i ask X on the first day of school. (i had been thinking hard, MAYBE i really got ask, cant really rem!)
but we really talk damn long la. left nb at 10+, but who cares? is super near my house.

random: i hate my eyebrow now! :(

2009-03-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

happy like mad! overjoyed.

2009-03-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

passed my 1st interview on tues. went for 2nd interview in the morning. and of cos the interviewer will be of higher authory. Head of department and manging director. MD is a japanese guy. i really have a hard time listening to his english. haha. but y they still havent talk about my pay. :(

2009-02-26T20:44:00.003+08:00

blogskin changed.

cos i suddenly feel like changing.

2009-02-25T08:42:00.002+08:00

went for my first office job interview yest. not bad. just pray that there will not be anyone with better qualifications to interview for that job. den i will stand a higher chance.

when going to the company i was really nervous and scared. started to think alot in the train. im no longer the little girl that mummy will accompany me to places. no longer the little girl who cant speak really well, this is the time where i shld learn to speak out loud telling the interviewer what am i capable of and why would i deserve the job. the little girl will slowly "transform" to be a office lady. dealing with tons of work that need to be done each day and dealing with the most scary things, THE OFFICE POLITICS. wish me luck people.

okay, i think i gonna be out soon if not i will go screaming and go crazy because of that annoying drilling sound. meeting the 4 lovely ladies for lunch. after receiving so many sms(S) that i had sent out. we finally settled with a lunch today. i finally will get to see that ever-busy girl. :)

2009-02-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

had a great experience today. crushing vivian's school. accompany her to study for her 1 and only paper while i was trying hard to absorb my MCAD questions. NP makan place is freaking big la. why cant NYP have the space too?! envy! thanks V for bringing me for a "field trip" today to ur school. :D

im so damn sian. no more pocket money from CDC. sad la. :(

2009-02-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

is VSAX reunion today. tuahuay + chit chat + a little shopping. today's chit chat topic is most of recalling back to the good old times. and VSAX had been friends for ard 7 yrs??!! still going strong. more meetup pls? :D

2009-02-14T08:39:00.004+08:00

yest marked the last day in NYP. feeling a little sad but im proud of myself that i never shed a tear even though something saddening happened during lunch.

this is how fast i had completed a 3yrs diploma, orientation seems to be a yest thingy. recalling back all the good and bad times i had throughout this 3 yrs, i really grateful that there lots of wonderful people that i had found in EI0609. how we spent joking and crapping in labs and lectures, stress and chionging for projects and exams, will never be forgotten. FYPJ L.633 is also a place that holds many memories, though its just a short period of 3 mths. and i cant believe that we had developed such a close relationship in that "Fish tank". sadly, no more lecturer knocking on glass window and staring at ur computer screen when u are playing games.

lastly theres a person that i really wish to shout out a big THANK YOU to. the best person that i had ever met in NYP. my best project partner cum friend. SITI! thanks for accompany me through this 3 yrs, thanks for bearing with my bad temper and my loud voice. from the day we start on our first project to the days when we insist that we will always stay as a group. u had been with me through the DIST presentation, the stressful specialisation modules and everything that happened in these 3 yrs. A BIG HUG TO U MY DEAREST FRIEND!

2009-02-11T13:17:00.000+08:00

PRESENTATION CLEARED!!!!

2009-02-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

today's presentation really ruin my day.
not formal 1 though, just that director want to look at our work.
really grateful to mr heng for speaking up for me.
that one sentence really make my day.
thanks!

2009-02-06T13:17:00.001+08:00

vivian in a pocket says:
okay i'll leave my place at 5 45
s0kwaH says:
haha
vivian in a pocket says:
heh
s0kwaH says:
i dunno y i type haha. coz i was laughing wif my friend. den i type haha on the screen
s0kwaH says:
stupid lor
vivian in a pocket says:
hahaha
vivian in a pocket says:
yar i was wondering why
vivian in a pocket says:
but its okay

LOL. so dumb.
okie. bye. my supervisor went walk passed and saw that i typing this. SHIT. HAHA

2009-02-02T21:14:00.009+08:00

update for miss hannah ruth tay.

happy 8th mth!

i had been looking through my pictures. left with so pathetic amount. i lost all VSAX pictures during some reformat dunno when. :(

2009-01-28T20:25:00.003+08:00

~~happy new year.~~
happy lunar new year.
happy chinese new year.

2009-01-20T08:45:00.005+08:00

had been super tired but enjoying these few days. SHOPPING SHOPPING AND STILL SHOPPING. :DD

a little disappointed that xx and angie cant join us for shopping on sat. so as usual it still vivian and me. not bad cos we almost stroll ard all possible corners of orchard that young adults will be.
really really hope that the 4 of us can meetup someday. :( miss the times with xx and vivian at nb tuahuay. when are we gg for our tuahuay session agn???

meetup wif xtt yest to collect my bag and hunt for my heels. got a super chio heels. LOVES! :) thanks babe for the wonderful dinner treat. but poor xtt just have to bear wif me cos i will always scold her and disallow her to touch or see any black coloured clothes. cos she got plenty! lol. she got 2 pretty COLOURED shirts at dorothy. and so now u know u look gd in others colours too ah? SO NO MORE BALCK FOR U. :DD

if i were a boy by beyonce is the new love. HEARTS MANY MANY!

favorites

2009-01-19T10:07:00.001+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

2009-01-15T09:33:00.002+08:00

theres sth that is on my mind right now. that make me have the urge to post an entry.
IS EVERYONE REALLY THAT BUSY????!!! i suddenly realised theres really a long list of friends that we havent been meeting up. and its really sad.

ANGIE GOH: hope u will read this and meetup REAL soon. so when is the last time i meetup? i think is some dinner wif shirley last year??
HAFIZAH: ITS FUCKING LONG SINCE I SAW UR PRETTY FACE!!! it really shocking to realised that its almost half a year since i meet u. its from the day we left for attachment till now. but im really sorry that i miss ur birthday celebration, i will make myself available the next meetup. :) i promise.
XIN XIAN: though there sometime when i bang into u in sch. but i really miss the time when we sit down and talk craps and go shopping tgt. u're too busy and stress with sch work. TAKE CARE.
SRSCO LADIES: shirley is one that will really make a effort to contact me and meet me. it might just be a few hours dinner but its FUCKING enjoying with her ard. with shirley's effort i will get the chance to meetup wif those that i have been losing contact with (weiyan and jodie).THANKS! not forgetting the 3 babes, kellyn, siying and melissa. seen kellyn a couple of times at CDC during attachment. but dun really have the chance to chat. for siying and melissa. i really cant recall when is the last time i meet up wif them. cos its damn long.
SEC SCH FRIENDS: after that little chit chat wif kenghei online. i really wonder its been SOOO LONGG since i heard from them. another 1 which is charles ng. the last time i heard ur voice is the call from u wishing me happy birthday? OMG!

I JUST WAN TO SAY I REALLY MISS EVERYONE! CANT WE JUST MEETUP SOMEDAY???

2009-01-13T09:35:00.002+08:00

one more month to the last day in NYP. wad kind of job i will be working as after this 1 month?programming??? i really hope that i can get a programming job. but wad is impt now is to complete my FYP. get a gd grade and take my MCAD cert and do up my resume and cover letter. must start to prepare for interviews. my feeling now is really complicated. why cant we just study forever and ever?

2009-01-10T14:51:00.003+08:00

nice chit chat wif manager. im really fortunate to be in CDC at the right time.when there project that is of my forte and most imptly wif a boss that think so highly of me. and giving me a chance to work for him once again. no pressure given by him at all from the first day till now. though he was so desperate to get the work out. he didnt stress me at all. i wonder how my future boss be like? cant all bosses be like mr. benjamin? afterall, its all abt meeting the right BOSS at the right time. cant imagine if its tracy mok instead of benjamin wong. how different will my days in CDC be like? :)

2009-01-05T19:31:00.004+08:00

my first entry of the year.

the most happy thing that happened to me in this new year IS... i found 20 cents on the floor while walking back from breakfast wif mama on sun. consider this as a gd luck and a gd start. LOL. but sad thing is that i just BURN my wallet coz of that pepper lunch express at bugis on sat. didnt realised that my wallet was so near the HOT PLATE!! hmm. so obviously i will need a new wallet. and thus i come out wif a wishlist. the most impt 1.

new wallet
Dorothy Perkins bag ( i just saw the bag on bus today agn!)
CNY clothes
new heels

when is my CDC first payment coming in? i need it so BADLY!! :( so the WISHLIST can come true~~~

2008-12-31T20:19:00.004+08:00

its the last day of 2008. i will not be posting abt resolutions of 2009 but the memories of 2008. so what i really done during 2008? the best way to recall is to navigate through all the archive of ur own blog. :)

i did a little sorting out- happy & enjoyment, excitement and emotional. this are the few that i will rem.

happy & enjoyment :

fish and co @ airport with the SRS gang
Zoo visit with wt, xt and siti
my first liverpool match @ harry bar

excitement:

first thing will of coz be the waiting of HANNAH'S ARRIVAL. and when shes finally born. :D
the first day of attachment
when i receive Mr Benjamin email. :DDD

emotional:

the day when i got so demoralised over what a person say.
my last day of attachment in CDC.

LET ME JUST HOPE THAT 2009 WILL BE A GOOD YEAR FOR ME. cos i will be working in the society and earning a living for myself.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. :)

2008-12-29T13:14:00.004+08:00

FYPJ

L.633

24/12/2008

2008-12-27T15:25:00.002+08:00

im super pissed by that upgrading of lift.
cant even hear wtf is the tv show is abt.
poor daddy just have to bear wif my screaming and complaining.
and this is only the beginning stage. still knocking off the walls.
SUCKS! this irritating process of drilling and noise pollution will only end at the 3rd quarter of 2009.

not much abt fyp. coz it still as boring as usual. its only that the more challenging part of the project is coming up. presentation is also on the way. and NAPFA TEST!! okay, after skipping so many sessions of napfa training. i can say confidently, i will never pass! :D

2008-12-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

I WANT SHOPPING!
ANYONE INTERESTED?
PLS CONTACT ME!!! :DDD

2008-12-17T14:23:00.003+08:00

its so great stepping into CDC building once again.
LOVES.
though yest was a bit rush, but no complaints.
thanks for staying back late just because of the discussion.
chit chat with norman at that familiar corner that i used to be at.
really grateful to the chance given to me. i will cherish it well.
okay. sokwah gonna come up with the best time management plan. :D

2008-12-16T09:21:00.001+08:00

since enchanted that is released on dunno how long ago, i had not been watching movie.
and u must be thinking, "Come on, enchanted?? thats damn long ago. now its even on DVD le lei!!!" yayaya. my last movie is like half a year le lor. is that pathetic. but but!! i just watch another movie yest. LIKE FINALLY!! BOLT!

wif that "long lost friend" weiting, that "trying so hard to organise a outing gal" xinting, and we brought our maid for movie too, YATI JAWIAH!!! :D
okay. but im quite sad that BOLT that we watched is not in 3D. coz 3D is only at 9pm. :(
overall not bad. rating: 3.5/5.

unintentionally skipped napfa training today, coz got sth really impt to attend. BUSINESS!!! MONEY!! :DD and im now trying to pray hard that later de "lucky dip presentation" wun kana me. if not i will be presenting at the whole lecture hall ALONE!!

enough of that rubbish entry. i shld be back to my fyp project and hopefully i can get it done by today.

2008-12-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

coming to the 3rd week of fyp.
its really a waste of the 12 weeks in my lifetime.
nth is done today, or like even everyday.
perhaps, the most enjoying day will be napfa training.
hmm. im still waiting for mr. manager to call. :(

okay.fine. my entry sucks cos my life sucks.

2008-11-30T19:23:00.005+08:00

ever since i start FYP. i think that blogging is a chores to me. coz my life now is like a blank piece of paper. i have to report to sch everyday at 8.30. and thinking wad will i be doing. happily waiting for lunch time and the end of the day. sign out at 6 or 5.30. see, such a boring life im leading now. whatever man!

meet up wif seng and weiyan on friday. CDC gossips with weiyan. the stupid old hag. :D

vivo wif hannah's family on sat. the tiny little 1 is making my arms ache. shopping but nth caught my attention. seriously hunting for a new bag.

oh ya, i just changed my desktop pict to this. how cute can she ever get.

okay. thats all craps. bye

2008-11-26T09:40:00.003+08:00

sokwah is a happy girl today. thanks to that wonderful email. :D

2008-11-26T09:40:00.002+08:00

3rd day of FYP. nv early. attendance dropped to 99% on the 3rd day of FYP.
yest napfa training is so enjoying ah. though of the pains and cramps.

nothing much to mention.
i just happy to meet my FRIEND on the bus yest.

okay. back to do "research"

2008-11-22T13:21:00.004+08:00

YOUR SIGN - THE EARTH SNAKE
(friendster horoscope)

Give priority to your love affairs: the joy of being two, important encounter or, on the contrary, separation will be in the program; the events will be to your advantage. You'll be exposed to an emotional stress, which is likely to disturb your stability. You'll have a better opinion of yourself. You'll be assured of success in everything that you undertake if you're careful about your uncontrolled imagination.

so true right? yours truly had been a cry baby for the past few days. when it is ever stopping? I NEED MORE GD AND HAPPY EVENTS.

2008-11-21T20:50:00.005+08:00

DEDICATE TO COMFORTDELGRO DRIVING CENTRE

i thought that i could control my tears. but until 4 plus when mr yusoff is leaving and he said all the wishes and his feeling to us. i just cant control. and the last goodbye to mr norman make me cry like hell. lunch on mr ben and my andy is so much enjoying. though was sitting beside manager but for once he is like a friend to me. thanks for eveything.

GOODBYE CDC, GOODBYE TO TED, all my daddyS. especially henry papa, uncle heng and mr franklin. i will be back to visit all of u all for sure. 3 mths just passed like that. how i wish i could stay longer. those good and bad times will never be forgotten. and i lucky to be attached to such a wonderful company. with nice in charge, manager, executives, DADDYS and staffs. LOVE THEM ALL!!!!

i gonna develop all the photos that i took today and make sure i rem them all.

2008-11-20T19:45:00.006+08:00

treat from me and partner for lunch today to all instructors in TED.
933 golden pillow. YUM!

and a little gift for IT department.
(my little way of saying thanks~~~)

shall post more when i take photo with them tmr. sokwah gonna try to be strong tmr and dun cry when i walk out of TED office.

2008-11-14T20:10:00.003+08:00

attachment is ending soon with the count of my fingers. a total complicated mind. i will love to stay longer but i cant. and the worse is, knowing that we are leaving soon. the people there are treating us unexpectedly well. make me feel even more worse.

received gd news from executive and manager. anyway i just wanna complain abt today's shitty meeting. first is at 4, making me so worried if there will be OT as i knock off at 5! den is that LZB that make me feel at banging on the table and shouting at her asking her not to be so stubborn and arrogant.

okay. i just have to complete all my work on hand asap. and be prepared for school once agn. but for the last time.

2008-11-02T13:56:00.007+08:00

facial + eyebrow shaving = shiok!
credits goes to liz's mum. and vivian for the gd deal.
and i promise i will be back for more.
(when i have the money)
especially for my disgusting nose with all the whiteheads. (hate!)

work yest was extremely boring as quite alot of ppl are on leave and partner is not ard. okay. so most of the time im left alone in the room. and that's when photo taking session starts.

introducing my work space. the room: look like a travel agency. the table: always dirty and messy. the laptop(aka my litte friend): i must always carry it up from IT office when i come to work and bring it down back to IT office when i knock off. most impt, my little friend contains the best games to keep me busy at work. the phone: my second job at CDC, the operator for training and education department. and not forgetting my MP3 with the lastest jay chou songs that i been listening for the past few days.

goodbye to CDC in 17 more days.

2008-10-27T15:58:00.002+08:00

sore throat and flu.
irritating.
but that little yellow pill for flu really helps.
at least i feel better now.
and i'll be going to work tmr.
spreading the gems in the office whenever i cough.
counting down to end of attachment.
i wan to go back to school but at the same time i will be missing the people there.
quite confusing feeling i have.

random:
ERP refers to:
- Electronic Road Pricing
- Every Road Pays
- Everyday Rob People (new!)

2008-10-20T19:38:00.003+08:00

Every saint has a past, so why cant a sinner has a future?

well said~

2008-10-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

TO XT:
take care when u are at suzhou ok?
sadly. i got no one to call to when i bored at work from today onwards.
thanks gal, for ur time talking crap to me when im super bored at work.
and i will make sure that i DRAG u out when u are back.

TO WT:
Its so nice to receive a msg from u before u board the plane.
sweet~
MISS U!
TAKE CARE!

2008-10-14T18:39:00.002+08:00

round of applause for me!!!
broke my tetris (the brick game) record once again. its level 12. :D
LOL. thats crap. but who cares!

in charge gonna be back tmr from his 2 days leave. wish me luck! coz for these past 2 day. im didnt really did something great that could show him. got a very bad feeling that i will be getting a 4 for this week grading. reason is, on my hand now there something which i just cant figure out AT ALL. work given by the dearest manager is getting more and more difficult.

and sorry to make the office stinks like hell of coz my za cai peng today. :)

2008-10-12T11:57:00.002+08:00

im pissed.
i get wad i deserve.
and so stop making those remarks.
im nice enough not to argue back right in front of ur face.
so dun ever test my patience.

2008-10-09T20:19:00.001+08:00

hannah, get well soon ok? :)

2008-10-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

i gotten my first 5 for my grading yest. thanks for much to my handsome OIC. (only for that day). can u imgaine im standing behind him and smiling to myself when i saw him writing a 5 in my log book. u may think that im so silly to be so happy over sth like this. but this is the only thing which i could ask for during my attachment, get gd grades out for it. like wad i mention in my previous post, i suppose to stop playing games (for 1 day) . but it just too difficult to control my own hands from opening the game when everyone is away for meeting and only u alone in the room.

yest dinner was great!. through we are quite crazy. sgoon gradens for main course and novena for desserts. and that durian ice cream nv fails to make my day. especially after a long hours of work. :)

2008-10-03T21:50:00.002+08:00

sokwah is a happy and contented girl
gotten her pay
finish 1 mth of her attachment.
super nice and caring ppl at work.
felt so fortunate.
(the main reason is the FOOD, the laughter and fun they bought to my attachment life)

tmr is grading day, could MR ANDY NG PLS GIVE ME A 5? i will be extremely grateful and work even harder and stop playing games!

2008-10-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

today marked the 1st month of my attachment. BUT THEY HAVENT PAY ME! hopfully tmr jasmine will walk in and pass it to us. and hoho, theres goes my public holiday!

back to work tmr!

2008-09-25T18:39:00.004+08:00

today, a hao lian me trying to show off to my manager and OIC the accomplishment that i did. work completed fast enough ah? so STOP giving those faces and commenting "Oh! u finished?? all the 3 graphs??" & "Oh! that's fast!" dun ever underestimate me. till now, i realised that nth is impossible for programming with internet ard. (it does wonders!) pls continue to let me believe it this. :)

and it depressing when the instructors ard u all start tearing open their PAY SLIPS while u got NOTHING!! when is it coming???!!!

2008-09-20T13:34:00.002+08:00

it only the 3rd week of attachment seems like so long le. STILL A LONG WAY TO GO!!!
super nice ppl there. drive us out for lunch and bring us down for tea break and talk craps.
cant imagine on the last day of attachment, i wun bear to leave that place.
and maybe after the 12 weeks i will be so in love wif liverpoool. under the influence of the few liverpool lovers at CDC. ++ that charming steve gerrard!!! :))

i wan ice-cream!

2008-09-17T19:01:00.002+08:00

im glad today, i finally got my very own CDC lappie. (its so much faster then those acer com they have) and got my hands onto C# PROGRAMMING! :))

boss give us a warning. so sad to say, no more surfing and tagging on blogs!

2008-09-17T09:43:00.001+08:00

result released yest. it alright. but it somehow nv meet my expectation. just have to continue to work hard. okay, i posting a entry at work. i just wanna say today is a "wish come true" day. boss say he will be giving me programming to do. but shld be happy or sad. wad if its too difficult for me?den who can i ask for help? but according to him is a simple programming thingy. HOPE SO BA!actually been doing flash for 3 week le. starting to get used to it didnt hate it so much like before le.

im just like rotting and wasting my time while waiting for boss to call me down and take my programming stuffs.at the same time waiting for LUNCH BREAK!!!!
ANYONE GOT GAMES THAT THEY CAN SEND TO MY EMAIL! ANYTHING IS FINE!

2008-09-14T14:29:00.003+08:00

result will be out on tues le.
and it better be gd
cos it is the last time in my poly life
waiting for EXAMS result ot be released.

starting 3 week /12 week.
i suppose its getting on well.

2008-09-10T20:20:00.004+08:00

2nd week of attachment.
flash make me feel like im so useless.
cant even finish the assignment.
hand me my programming project asap pls.
i need it to get back some confidence.

2008-09-07T10:58:00.002+08:00

just finish writing my IPP log book.
crap all the way.
coz nv really do anything that is worth writing down.
and i gonna to get boss to grade me for the first week on monday.
not expecting very high grades.
coz im damn slack.
get 3/5 very happy le.

getting better le.
though quite pissed by the misunderstanding and miscommunication with the storyboard given to me to do my flash.
but no choice.

2008-09-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

thanks for all the birthday wishes.
especially from that SOLDIER, CHARLES NG?
wad a suprise. :D

2008-09-04T20:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME! :D

2008-09-03T20:34:00.006+08:00

3rd day of work.

the first time i felt that i finally got work to do.
was constructing my road using flash for the whole day.
and spent our lunch break exploring UBI. and we finally found FOOD.
and i mean BETTER FOOD!
cos the food at CDC is CMI!
tmr im gonna rush there for lunch.

but why must there be work tmr. a little sad.

and thanks vivian for being the first.

and the others for the blessing.:D

LOVES~!

i just wanna say U F***KING LAO ZHA BO.

2008-09-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

yours truly has start her first day of attachment.
thinking that first day of work shld not be late.
woke up at 6.
took bus at 7.10.
thinking to herself that she wun be late.
IN THE END! MISS HER STOP AND GOT LOST AT BEDOK AT 7.40
F**K! got onto the cab. and hopefully she will reach fast.
reach CDC at 7.51 .

rush to level 2 using stairs! coz theres no lift?!
i understand my job scope was to use flash to create e-learning materials.
but how much could i rem when the module was taken 2 years ago?
must try hard to figure out lor.
ppl there are quite friendly.
overall its alright.

reminder: cross the road with care! coz they dun had licence yet! :D

2008-08-31T14:38:00.002+08:00

no exercise.
no jogging.
more eating.
eat and sleep.
i think it had grown a few more cm. :(
soon this blog will be "theBIGGERbelly" or "bellyHASGROWN"

2008-08-29T09:59:00.002+08:00

sokwah wake up.

eat breakfast.

turn on com.

online shopping.

online games.

bathe and off to work.

came back from work and lie flat on the bed.

and this cycle has been repeating its for its second time.

for once, i hope i can start attachment soon,

so as to get rid of this sickening boring life.

2008-08-27T17:39:00.011+08:00

im back from my IPP briefing.
the BADs

heavy rain when heading for briefing, got drenched.
when i receive my letter and sign, i saw my LO name MR ONG ENG CHUAN. i got so depressed.
my company location UBI Ave 4. that's quite far. :(
under other requirements on the letter it wrote, FORMAL OFFICE WEAR AND COURT SHOES, NO JEANS, SANDALS, SLIPPERS, NO T-SHIRT!!!! can u imagine wearing formal everyday??!!
LAST AND THE WORSE POINT!!!! MONDAY 8am -5pm . SATURDAY 8am - 12nn..!!! SATURDAY STILL MUST WORK!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

but luckily there something that cheer me up SO MUCH. THE MCP WELCOME KIT!

the card. machiam like name card.

saw that signature?

2008-08-27T08:35:00.003+08:00

getting ready to receive the news on where will i be posted to.

briefing of my IPP is at 1.30.

please dun let me get posted to bedok, boon lay or jurong.

i will CRY.

let it be at NEL please.

wanted to join XX for lunch before i go for sch but the timing is not right.

sorry ah gal. tot it will nice if i join u for lunch den u wun be so sian le.

but its okay. we are meeting on sat rite?

2008-08-24T14:10:00.004+08:00

friday 22/08/08

last paper. went to sch early but totally got no mood to study. damn slack. paper was quite tough. kill quite alot of my brain cells. i forgot my admin card and left it in the exam hall once agn. this was my second time le. luckily i got it back from siti as ong saw it and pass it to siti. if not, it will be my 3rd student card.

sat 23/08/08

(HARRY ROCKS!)

one of the best day i had spend in my whole life. it was damn shiok. of coz im not talking abt the threading and the shopping but the LIVERPOOL MATCH @ CHIJMES! (LIVERPOOL VS MIDDLESBROUGH) though i wasnt someone who loves soccer. but the whole process is damn enjoying.

went with vivian. so of coz i will be supporting Liverpool. it was depressing when the opponent score the first goal. but Liverpool catch up fast and last min score another goal.

the atmosphere was excellent. love it! love when everyone starts singing and cheering for liverpool. it was a touching scene when liverpool won and everyone put their hand on ppl arms and start singing. though they might not know each other but at least their aim and desire is common. :D sad that i might not be able to join them for the next match. but i will always wish that theres another chance.

nv took wif angie. coz she left during half time. wasted.

2008-08-20T15:34:00.004+08:00

clear 1 today.
its unexpectedly easy.
but sad i lost 2 marks in my MCQ.
this could be avoided if i spend a bit more time to check through.
headed down to TPY library.
damn slack w/o vivi ard.
went back home after 2 hrs.
cos im so glad to discover tt OOAD notes is so much easier than SI.

2 more days to my ONE WEEK "HOLIDAY".
got it planned.
the upcoming sat wif my lovely gf.
booked on sun and tues wif family.
and HOHO. wed is gonna be the briefing for my attachment location. I NEED GOD TO BE THERE.
gonna save some days for the poly mates.
& meetup wif the SRS crazy gang.

conclusion: SOKWAH IS NOT GOING TO WASTE ANY OF THE DAYS IN HER PATHETIC 1 WEEK HOLIDAY!

2008-08-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

Coincidental on the bus. :D

tmr is the exam! gosh!

i dislike morning slot for exam.

gonna read finish the notes

and rest early.

and not forgetting my savior,

strepslis with honey and lemon

a must bring for tmr exam!

I GONNA STRIVE HARD FOR WAD I AIM TO GET FOR THIS PAPER!

2008-08-15T18:12:00.003+08:00

revision was undurable.

lost concentration fast.

lots of memory work to be done.

so little time left.

gd that i got someone who will urge me to study.

2008-08-11T11:17:00.002+08:00

~~2 more week~~ less than 2 weeks to semestral exam.
revision will starts today.